About Me

The name is William and I turned 40 in June. A big number and came up rather quickly. Time honestly flies. I remember a few years ago better than the last two years; the last two years were squandered at least in time though I was being devout in improvements which has lead to the up coming events in my meager existence. For years I had accepted construction jobs, working in restaurants and service oriented employments as my place in life always wanting more and believing I could be doing more. I had always enjoyed making people happy and attempted to find reason to keep and find success in these employments but never finding upward mobility. This semester I'll be taking up some courses at the local community college. I had taken courses before in '94 and again in '99 but either my heart lost the motivation or my belief in the system fell askew. For all those times I moped around construction sites, sweltered and marred my hands in the kitchen, and stocked shelves I knew I could of been more, desired more and thought to move in that direction but allowed time and dispiritedness to overwhelm me and keep me in a fug that repeated daily the same habits that buried me in gloom. Now, embarrassingly after all of this time, I have found the upward mobility that I had hid within myself to regain my nous and thrive towards that which I believed I deserved and believed in which I could perform serving a greater good.